Running the last couple months has been continual uphill battle. The lack of motivation; or I should say the paralyzation of not being near my best running self makes me not want to go at all. The downfall of perfectionism. Running drives my competitive nature; not just simply with other runners but more so with myself. I know that I can be stronger and faster if put into the work. It is one the great things about running; is the results are reflection of the effort that is put in. Over the past year, as I have spoken of many times I was training for to qualify for Boston marathon…